Since that awful day when we found Dan, I have insulated myself from accepting that he is truly dead and gone from us. Only since starting this Blog have I begun to feel. I am afraid to feel fully for my heart might break. Yet having touched some of my emotion, I have the desire to make this journey and uncover the love I feel for my son. I used to say that there is no way to express the love one has for one's children. Each child is loved infinitely. There is no end of love. And, although we do not always fully express our deep love, yet It is there, deep calling unto deep. De profundis clamavi ad te, Domine. Domine,audite me. Out of the depth I have cried to you, O Lord. Lord, hear me.
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